It really made me start thinking about God's timing and my timing. I somehow throughout my entire life have thought that I'm in control...if you know me at all you know how I like to be in control and have things organized and on a schedule. Just ask my husband :). But, December 8th showed me a lot about God's timing and trust in his will and not my own. He knew better than I that Abby should come early...our little darling had the umbilical cord wrapped around her neck and who knows what would have happened if my blood pressure was not too high during my last appointment and Dr. Behan did not have me induced. He knew his plan for Mary and although she was without husband that he would have it taken care of...she trusted our Lord. She trusted in his timing and his will for her life without question. I realize that more than anything motherhood is about surrendering to the will of God and it is almost made easy by having your little one that is a constant surrender to your self and desires. I know for sure that my need to control my schedule is completly out the window now..I can do my best but lets be honest on who really controls things in the Conger family right now :) our little darling...all 6 pounds 2 ounces of her :)
My 2 week old darling :) So happy you came early!
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